PIPER SMALL IS A BLOGGER/WRITER BASED IN THE WESTERN UNITED STATES.

SHE IS MOST INTERESTED IN TOPICS RELATED TO THE HUMAN EXPERIENCE IN MODERN LIFE, FAMILY, COMMUNITY, NATURE, SPIRITUAL PRACTICES, DEPRESSION AND PTSD.

SHE TRIES TO DO ALL THIS WITH AS MUCH HUMOR AS POSSIBLE. 

ANT's

Reading the book on ADD briefly this am.

The concept of ANT’s was discussed: Automatic Negative Thoughts.

The author then went on to describe how those happen and strategies to combat them.

I guess just hearing that phrase gave me courage today. It reminded me once again in a new way how automatic my negativity has been and how I need to combat it with my own strengths and the tools I’ve learned.

My mind spins a good deal of the time. I’m learning to slow it down.

A big part of managing my life and mind right now has to do w/ planning my day as well as regular self-care and healthy thinking.

I have to make sure to manage things throughout the day, refuse negative thoughts that are extreme and have a healthier mental framework overall.

I noticed a sentence written from a few days ago at work: I’m now amazed I ended up anywhere of value at all.

Literally, WTF.

I think I was referring to feeling like I could have gone in such a different direction w/ my issues, and now I can choose to be grateful instead for where I’ve landed instead of constantly questioning.

Scared

Venny