This was a rough week to come back to after a long weekend with our kids.
Business and staffing stress max me out quickly. I don't have any margin for it anymore, so I'm immediately in a danger zone. I'm making it through, but it feels like we're taking hits with significant collateral damage. I sense we're surrounded by people not wanting us to succeed. A betrayal. Cuts deep.
On the personal front, therapy was helpful with EMDR and my support team specifically around college years living at home. I was able to more put into perspective that what was going on at home wasn't about me. I was stuck in the middle of it, but I could have done more had I had more support. As it was, I was the support. My EMDR resource team was there for me as I worked through those emotions in my timeline.
Speaking of benches, picked up a new bench today for the most troublesome wall ever to decorate and got rid of the bookcase.
Highlights:
- Making progress in therapy
- Glow from time w/ the kids
Next week:
- Survive work