Another week discovering what an alive life looks like.
A life like this requires much more attention, more focus, less drifting and distraction. Being triggered results in being forgetful, disconnected, from myself and others. The work wears me out sometimes, but the alternative literally means you're not present.
You're a cipher.
You're a ghost.
I still don't feel much, but it seems things are going in the right direction. I am encouraged to see spirituality more clearly, the role it really can play, not should or won't play.
Highlights:
- Recovering myself
- Regular habits
Next week:
- Keep practicing therapy suggestions
