Maybe someday, these things will be easier but right now, they're not.
We have another employee leaving today, someone that used to be a good friend of Jay's. That has shifted as their relationship has changed. This person is in over their head, and he and Jay keep butting heads. It's time for him to go. RC wasn't even sure what he was doing on staff. I'm not sure what I'm doing on staff.
So I gathered up all that's needed for the party, got a special cake, someone made a video, we tried to make it a celebration as he goes off onto something else, focusing on his business more, most likely.
I look forward to someday enjoying what I do more than I do now.