We had a weekend.
We talked a lot yesterday about work and stress and our relationship. This afternoon we went to a Lit Crawl that the main arts organization sponsored. There were like 30-40 people wandering around listening to spoken word poetry and story.
I am wrestling w/ my anger I guess over the family situation. I was going through notes this evening and trying to understand why now.
I’m tired, is my main conclusion.
How about getting a rest instead of just quitting, hmmm? How about not villainizing everyone and just setting some new boundaries?
How about visualizing and praying for empathy and kindness and change to make myself a better family member instead of blaming everyone else?
How about focusing on myself and less on everyone else, projecting my unhappiness onto others and hoping an extended family can help w/ my unhappiness in unhealthy ways?