I continue to experience on/off pelvic pain, including today.
I tried taking the nerve meds I requested a few months ago to try instead of having to go to pain meds. They actually worked. They also gonked me out.
I spent the afternoon napping as a result. That and general recovery from ramping up my energy levels the last several months.
Walking around the park today, I once again accepted that during this season of life, my body wouldn't allow me to work full-time. I just decided today to accept it. It means I have time to get a few more things done around the house and for the wedding. Why can't I be happy about that?
Acceptance is a funny thing. I've always struggled with living in the present. If anything, my physical and mental challenges have forced that issue front and center.
My day progressed in a lazy if not semi-productive fashion and I was okay with that. I thought about all I was able to enjoy and do today. I focused on how much I've accomplished these past several years and in general, gave myself a pass from the bitch in my head who tells me all the wrong, untruthful things about myself that no one else sees as true.